I wish that people around me could realize what they do! The bullies at school! My divorced and mentally abusive parents! My alcoholic brother! My friends that are too interested in other things! I'm sick of having to talk myself out of killing myself! I want someone else to help and everything to just stop. I thought I was over this but I'm not. I really need help but don't know how to ask because people will judge. I know sometimes people don't mean to hurt as much as they do but they need to think about what their actions truly mean! I refuse to be a Punching bag for everyone else! I just don't know how much longer I can take all of this!