Ahw..

I can't imagine losing my cat.
I am so sorry to hear that you've lost such a dear friend.
The feeling you have is far from pathetic really; pets are also loved ones; they are family.
It might take you some time to get used to the fact that your beloved Coco isn't wandering around anymore..
It's sad but you'll get used to it, I am sure!
Stay strong and take care
