i havent posted for a while since im not soo depressed as i was before. i changed a lot, i thought, but now im getting these feelings back. i dont know if this is the right place to post this but i feel so bad about my looks. my face is the ugliest face ive ever seen, my eyes are like im drunk or high 24/7, my body is fat and disgusting. im too big, i feel so big really when im around other girls. i compare myself all the time, my hair, my body, my face, my clothes, my everything. i compare myself all the time around other girls. and im so tired of it. everytime i look in a mirror or walk by a window or sthing i always look at my body a little to see if i look fat and i always do look sooo fat. but its so strange cause other people, my bf for example says so many nice things about my looks. i cant believe i have a bf either. im so ugly compared to all the other girls. im ashamed sometimes and just wants to dissapear. i spend hours in front of the mirror and i spend even more hours thinking about my looks, what i would do with my hair, what i would wear, what kind of clothes i should get and so on... please what do i do about this? i cant stand myself really. for a while during the summer when i didnt meet with so many girls i felt ok, and i felt kinda slim and kinda pretty and kinda happy, but now when school started, its totally different please help me!