my love lost..

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by Her_ghost, Apr 14, 2007.

  1. Her_ghost

    Her_ghost Member

    I lost a gf on mine...
    We lasted about a month then she killed herself...
    She was 17!!! and Now shes dead So please dont let this be you.
    She was rapped by her dad's friend when she was 9.
    and because of that she went to go live with her grama.
    And thats when I met her. TO me she was everything and I loved her so much.
    She even asked me to marry her.
    and I said yes.....
    We were happy
    and she was my true love...
    I never wanted anything like I wanted her. I'd protec her to.
    SHe was my life...
    But then she moved away... We lost contact. About a year later
    Her grama comes up to me and says Jessicas dead she killed herself.
    Jessica Jessica shadows is her name...
    And I'll never forget it...
    She is still my true love and even if I do find a new gf I will never forget
    When we first met All i wanted to do was help her cuz I could tell she was depressed... So i talked to her everyday that I could.
    SHe made me happy and I made her happy..
    She was my angel. she had 8 piecering.. But I didnt care.
    and she had green sexy eyes and red and black hair..
    Yeah i loved the hair and the eyes and her HOT face..

    Yeah I will admit I am sad that shes gone.
    But I move on.....
    There wont ever be another Jess shadows but I wont forget her.
    Even when I'm married to someone else.
    If anything like this had happened to you please dont die or hurt yourself over someone else. Its ok to never forget. But just move on.
    And I know its hard but please do move on.. Stuff like this takes time.
    You move on when you are ready or when you feel safe with someone else.
    Just keep on liveing.
  2. sadsong

    sadsong Staff Alumni

    I'm so sorry you lost your friend like that. Loss is never an easy thing to deal with but it's good that you have managed to keep on with your life.

    Thanks for posting :)
  3. Her_ghost

    Her_ghost Member

    No problem.
    I will try to post more.
    I'm busy a lot sometimes lol
  4. well done for posting, would be nice to hear from you more when you can manage it :)
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    :cry: I'm so sorry to hear that :hug: If you ever need to talk or need a friend don't hesitate to add me to MSN or PM me :hug:
  6. Her_ghost

    Her_ghost Member

    Awww thanks
    In time heals everything..
    Just remember that ..:wink: