I HAVE to tell someone about my feelings, my thoughts, my whole suicidal self. But the only person I have to tell is my parents. And I just can't do it. I can't just go up to them and tell them all about it. The only person I have ever told is my friend. The one friend I do have. I told her and she talks me out of these suicidal thoughts, but the thoughts...they just come back. Should I just like...write a note? Or send it in an email or something? All I know is I just need all the weight in my life lifted off my shoulders so I can just relax for once, and that ain't gonna happen unless I tell someone and get help.