Yesterday I was pretty happy because I actually got some things done for once. I've had a relatively productive few days so my mind had been taken away slightly from feeling down. Anyway I started having dreams this morning before i got up and now I feel angry and depressed. I can hardly remember what they were now, just sorid and encouring a feeling of inadequacy. Why the hell is my brain trying to screw me over like this? I feel i'm not only fighting a battle with everything i'm also fighting a battle with myself. I'm tired of it all.