my mind just really wont stop. i need it to!! any good in my life is instantly forgotten as soon as something slightly bad happens. im sooo fed up of this. sometimes i just scratch away at my head. i just want it to stop!! i can never settle myself. i feel so sick just thinking about how everyone has treated me. i dont know how i got to this place. i just want to go. i think it would be better for everyone if i did. arghhh. i want to get rid of my mind. i just need it to rest!!!