I purposely overdosed on my ADD medicine. It wasn't exactly a planned suicide attempt, but I'm not saying it was it was for no reason either. Anyway, a few hours after taking the pills, for some reason or another I panicked and asked my mom to take me to the hospital. I tried to pass it off as an accident. She wouldn't take me there. I kept telling her how horrible I was feeling, and that I called poison control and they told me to go. She still wouldn't take me! I kept trying and trying to get her to take me, but she never would. No matter how much I begged. She knows that I've been depressed and suicidal for a long, long time. I wonder what will happen if I plan killing myself and go through with it. After this, I'm pretty sure if she finds me, bleeding/drowning/OD'd/choking/ect., she'll think I'll be okay and just leave me there. If I beg her and beg her, and she still won't even give it a second thought, then I'm sure it won't matter if I actually die.