Her name was Tammy. She was 61. She was sick for 23 years and still had a smile on her face. She had a lovely smile that just made you laugh. I'm so sorry she had to suffer for so long. I deeply regret not talking to her more often than I did, but it was so painful for me. Just a selfish boy. My mom loved me and I love my mom. If you are religious or spiritual, please try to help her find peace in your own way. She deserves it as much as anyone now. I miss you mom and I'll love you forever.