My mom made me feel guilty

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by undercoverlover, Jun 20, 2011.

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  1. undercoverlover

    undercoverlover Well-Known Member

    Not on purpose, thankfully. A friend of hers had a child who died. She said 'I am so fortunate that I've never experienced that. I never want to. I hope neither of you [she was talking to my sister too] ever die until I myself am dead." But I feel like killing myself would just make things better. I have to get away from stress. Depression. Epilepsy. OCD. Bipolar disorder. 15 pills every morning just to keep me from having a seizure. I just want to be away from it all. I want to be done with it.
     
  2. LoveBeing

    LoveBeing Well-Known Member

    It sounds like to me that your love for your mom is stronger than stress…

    It must be really hard to go through with what you are dealing with. I hope you find more effective ways to help relieve you from suffering…
     
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