Hi, I'm in that place again. I was typing in the word suicide into google just looking around and I came upon this forum. I need help. I have no job and no health insurance so I can't go back to my therapist. I have been diagnosed with ptsd and major depression. The ptsd is from childhood abuse so I have felt this way as long as I can remember. I have been hospitalized twice. My first attempt at suicide is when I was 8. I have tried several times. Iam just getting soo tired of feeling the way I do. I hurt, Iam angry, I don't want to keep up the effort it takes to keep going.