Welcome to the forum. You are important and never forget that. We a pro-life community and are a very supportive group. We are all volunteers who commonly understand the pain or what you are going through. Please do not be scared as the you need to post your situation so we comment and support you.
Like I say to many in my previous, please take this virtual hand I offer as support and let us help you through time in your life. Please be safe and keep posting for the support you truly deserve. Take care my friend.