I'm really missing you Nana. It's been 3 years and 6 months since you left to be with Grandad but not a day goes by when I don't think of you and miss you. I still cry you know. I should have done more for you.. Kept those people away from you.... Let you recover.. Instead your own money grabbing daughters signed the forms to stop the treatment you were responding so well to. I should have stopped them. Sometimes I just stand there looking at your photo and I break down, asking why you had to leave. You would be ashamed of what I've done since then. I can only hope I can redeem myself before I meet you again