I have a hard time expressing myself so sorry if this is short. I'd like to share my new views about life and human history and current events. Maybe if can affect people the way it has affected me, I feel much different than before. I still am a bit confused but at least I know there is answers to be found. Religion- No religion is completely true, and no religion is completely false. There is much knowledge and truth is all kinds of religions. The bible for example, it was inspired by many true events and knowledge inspired by higher beings. However as you can see by reading it, it definitely has been distrorted and misused over time. The primitive peopls of the time when they saw events they could not understand would describe it using metaphors. Lots of the bible is metaphorical. Angels demons etcetera are higher beings, interdimensional, extraterestrial, some of whom passed down knowledge to man, these beings have been recorded through out human history they are very real. It is the same thing that is happening today with ufo sightings(chariots of fire). The bible has prophecies written by seers of the time, one I like is revalations. It is mostly metaphorical. It talks about how the wicked men of this world will try to unite us into a one world government ruled by the anti christ, who will pretend to be benevolent. The mark of the beast, with out it you will not be able to buy or sell, that is exactly what is going on now, look up rfid chips. They will be required for all humans by 2020. I do believe it is true and real, the second coming of christ is real and will probably happen in our time. (if we live that long) buhdism also has some interesting ideas. Karma, reincarnation they are real. and budhism teaches about reaching a state of utopia. This is possible, through our spiritual development we will eventually reach that state. It teaches about consciousness and such, about how all of our collective consciousness affects reality. government/politics- There is some very serious things going on in the world. There is a sinister group, a collective number of organizations and secret societies working together to controll our countries and eventually the world. This main group running the show, the shadow governers, the illuminati. They are pretty much the fourth reich, they aren't much different than the nazis. There goals are to unite the governments of the world into a one world totalitarian government. If they get what they want the future will be a bleak 1984 like world where you have no rights and no privacy. Where you are a slave. They want to reduce the population greatly, killing off most people on this planet especially the poor and weak, whom they all consider inferior of course. They take evolution and darwinism to the extreme, believing only the most elite deserve to live. They want to create a supreme race using eugenics. They are descendents of the same bloodlines, they all have ties to each other some how, most are freemasons and or other secret societies. Look up these subjects: nazi eugenics, bildurberg group, trillateral commision, cfr, rockefellers, internation bankers, ibm, halliburton, skull and bones, bohemian grove. The way they control most people is one by controlling the money system. He who controls the money controls the power. They are the ones behind the federal reserve system. THe media is also extremely controlled. They can tell you how to think, what to wear, what is truth and fiction all through there control of our mainstream media. It's just like 1984 where every one is sitting in front of a large television being brainwashed. They have so much power it's unbelieveable. Almost all the presidential candidates this year were some how under there control, all were members of the cfr except maybe one or two. America has been dumbed down over time to keep people ignorant and apathetic. To make us into sheep. Our consitution is being slowly destroyed, our borders left wide open. Believe it or not our own government smuggles all the drugs into this country, they have a monopoly on the drug industry. They use fear tactics and false flag terrorism to make people go along with their agenda. 9/11 was most definitely an inside job, and there have been many before that also. There have been inside jobs for a very long time. A good movie about this is Terrorstorm. They are so corrupt and amoral, it seems like they may even be ifluenced by some thing demonic. god/spirituality- We have been lied to about our spirituality for a long time. There is no man in the sky that created every thing 6000 years ago that is nonsense. But there most definitely is higher powers in the universe. Lots of gods were inspired by actual beings through out history. We all have power inside us that is mostly unused. Lots of things come about from our spiritually, like psychic abilities and such. Telepathy , astral travel, remote viewing. We all can control our world and reality with our collective consciousness. Humans must unite in peace and if we do that theres no telling how many times better the world would get. We all need to unite our consciousness, we have the power to end war, poverty etcetera. Evolution- Darwin was a racist, who believe that blacks and asians etcetera were inferior and that they should be wiped off the planet. It's true and it's really fucked up. I hate this survival of the fittest nonsense, saying that only the elite should be able to survive. It is not true and it is immoral. I believe in some parts of evolution. Many people these days believe that we have to follow some sort of rule where we must be divided and war with each other and that is the total opposite of what we should believe. We can live in peace. History- Depressing subject yes, and most schools don't teach true history. The war genocide and cruelty is very saddening. Hopefully though we can learn from our mistakes and make a better future for ourselves. I do believe in extraterrestrials , there is a ton of evidence for them. There has been a massive government cover up. We have chased after ufo's before and shot them down. Roswel is a well known incident. The government found nonhuman beings in this craft, and one was still alive. They found out that they were like androids who served even more advanced beings. They call them greys or ebe's , non biological entities. They have been reverse egineering the crafts they find. Why would they keep that secret? Power and control. I'm not sure if it's true, but one thing is for sure, ufo's do exist. Many corporations have sponsored wars, often times both sides like world war two. It is linked to the same people mentioned above. That's it for now I guess. Please do some research on these subjects. So yep my views have totally changed, I'm not an atheist any more also. I still feel depressed often suicidal but at least I know some of the truth now. I am trying to wait till 2012 I'm sure some thing strange will happen.