my nic says it all

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by givenuponlife, Jul 7, 2008.

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  1. givenuponlife

    givenuponlife Well-Known Member

    only have had maybe 3hrs sleep in 3 days and i am not tired i cant do it anymore.........

    i hate feeling this way
    i want it to end

    the docs wont help me
    so why should i stay

    i am better off by just giving up
    and say oh well

    no one hears my cries for help
    nice knowing you all

    and it wont matter if i fall off the face of this earth

    i am just a small spec in the fabric of life
    again no one will miss me at all

    bye all
  2. Kimi

    Kimi Well-Known Member


    I haven't read other posts from you yet. But what is triggered you to feel this? Why you have had only few hours sleep past three days?

    I don't think I will live after few months. I know the feeling what you wrote in this post.
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    I haven't see you around for awhile givenuponlife. What is going on the past three days that have you totally giving up? We are here to support you if you will let us. Please take care and stay safe. :hug:
  4. givenuponlife

    givenuponlife Well-Known Member

    well gentlelady i have been what u call rapid cycling for the past 5 days now and it sucks, and i am just (pardon my language) fuckin tired of it. i can t deal with it anymore.

    no doctor wants to help me so y should i continue torturing myself like this
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Why do you say no doc wants to help you? hope you are feeling better...big hugs, J
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hey givenuponlife,

    How are you today? :hug:

    and what makes you feel that your doctor wont help you?
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