i am a very compassionate individual. i am also very understanding. most people who know me if not all know there is no violent possiblities to me, but here in the last few months i have had a nightmare which has disturbed me to no end. i have dreamed that i have cause sexual harm to children. this terrifies me to even think i had these. i never thought i could even dream of something like this. does anyone have an idea why this is? i'm not violent and i would never even begin to consider hurting a child let alone like this. this has me so disturbed i would love nothing more than to die over this fact alone. please can anyone help me make sense of this? PLEASE??????