It wasn't really abuse.. I don't know. 12 days ago I was hospitalized for drug abuse and suicidal thoughts. Well about 2 hours before the cops were called on me I went from my parents house to my sister and her husbands house (they live about a 2 minute walk away from each other). I was crying hysterically and screaming.. not at her just screaming in general. I have anger problems. I was sitting on the floor in a back room though not wanting any attention, just wanting to get away from everybody. My sister walks in and literally attacks me. Jumps on me, starts punching me in the face, ripping my hair out, scratching me in the face. When she was finished she yelled at me "I ruined the family". Shes 3 months pregnant and out of respect for her and my soon to be neice or nephew I just took it. I'm a bit taller then her but skinnier. Still coulda taken her out though I left with bruises, a bloody nose and scratches on my face and neck. Just seemed a little messed up. I hate my family. I feel so unwanted.