A girl I used to work with died today. The roads were really bad- and I heard from my old boss that she drove her car off a bridge. She was the only person who would actually talk to me around here... I don't know a single other person within 200miles. I'm sorry I hadn't spoken to you lately... please be well in your next life, Amber. R.I.P. I didn't know her for very long at all; but a girl shared my hospital room with me for a couple of hours today. She reminded me of my younger cousin... She passed away due to surgery complications. My prayers go out to you and your family, Kara. R.I.P. I'm feeling really weak right now. I've been feeling alone for such a long time and now I'm losing track of everything around me... What day is it? Where is my family? I don't have a clue- and it feels terrible. Fuck... it should've been me. -__- That's why I'm here.