Hello. I am 41/m . I just recently broke up with my girlfriend of 1 1/2 years (6 weeks ago), and have been suffering ever since. It has been unbearable. yes, I broke up with her. She loved me. But now she is with someone else. And that's not the worst of it. I also owe the IRS over $150,000. and the state about $40,000. I am going to lose everything, and probably go to jail. I feel the only way out is to die. I can't go on living anymore. It is just too hard. I have never thought about suicide before in my life. I have a very loving family and we all very are close. I do not want to hurt them, but I think it is what I have to do. I've lived a pretty good life, I have no kids. And I have a bottle of prescription sleeping pills I can take, and just go to sleep forever.