Thanks god im still here, I turned it true this last week, i did a suicide attemps by an Overdose but it wasn't successfull. I tryed around 2:30 am to kill myself , i took the pills around 80 - 100 pills. But I wasnt sure if it was a good idea but the point, i just said "fuck off just do it." then i did. then i lost consience during 3-4 hours before woke up and the first thing i did when i woke up its id to vomit all this shit out of me, Im pretty sure it didnt worked because i was scared, And the very next days i was like a shit, i dont know why i tryed and why im still alive, But Im still here and Im pretty sure somebody had an eyes on me or god gived me a second chance. But no one knows in my circle of friend that i tryed to commit a suicide & I didnt talked to a doctors about it, I should ?