my own *DearThread* and a rant-*strong language*

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by had_enough, Mar 28, 2007.

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  1. had_enough

    had_enough Guest

    WHAT DO YOU ALL WANT? I've just told you THE biggest thing of my life and what do you do? Support me??? Nooooooooooo.

    *G*--you decide your bored of listening to it. Guess what...I'm not exstatic about dealing with it myself!! But I have NO CHOICE. I hjaven't had a choice for the last 12 years. But I have asked you 50 fucking times if you could handle this, if you could support me for the next couple of weeks and you've agreed. Every single time. And now you say you've had enough of listening to it after A DAY.

    *L*--you fuck off and leave me to it...THANKS FOR THAT. You of ALL people should understand this and be preapred to be there for me. NOOOOOO something more important on?? (like manipulating someone maybe???!!!)

    *A*--You tell me, in not so many words, that it's all my own fault. Thanks, like I dont hate myself enough already. And then you fuck off too.

    I KNOW you all have your own problems, trust me I fucking know, I've tried to help often enough. But come on people, after what I just told you is a couple of days worth of support REALLY too much to ask for?!?!?!?!?!

    *C*--While we are talking about trying to help. It's ALL I've fucking tried to do with you. Through everything. I never told you what was going on with me cos I knew you were bad and couldnt handle it...and now I'm getting told off for it?? WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? Have it your way, I'm done, I'm gone from your life..whatever. I DON'T CARE.

    *N*--I HATE you for what you've done to me. How you've made me feel, and more than anything for not even KNOWING about it. Yes, I know I am a fat cow who deserves what I got. Dont worry, your words will stay with me for life. Make you feel good does it???

    *J*--WHY??? Did I deserve that?? Really? Was I that bad? And you know what...I still fucking love you. And miss you loads today. What does that make me eh?!?!

    I GIVE UP OKAY. GO TO HELL. EVERYONE..ANYONE..I DONT CARE.

    *V*--THANK YOU. Thank you for everything. Thank you for being there for me when no one else can be arsed. I luv you for it, and I promise I will return the favour! Massive hugs hun
     
  2. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    Hell - here i come
     
  3. Ziggy

    Ziggy Antiquitie's Friend

    Whether I like you or hate you doesn't matter
    Whether you like me or hate me doesn't matter either
    In the end, when nobody else believes in us, we simply have to believe in ourselves.

    I know it's easier said then done.
    I've been working at it for years and still can't honestly say that I do.
    I simply don't know what else I can do. So I have to work at it I guess.
     
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