was told White Dove, your your own worst enemy! So im my own worst enemy. another mistake i have done or rather continue to do. " Dont PM again, you need professional help """ Well, duh.. you wont get a pm from me ever again hunny. yes, i probably do need some professional help, but cant get professional help without state insurance when the state wont let you have it and your broke. So meds might help me to control my thoughts huh? well then why dont the stupid state give me some insurance so i can get the help i need.. i tell you why? cause they either dont think im really seriouse or they dont give a damn and in either case it sometimes takes an act to prove something. so im my own worst enemy, because? i am seeking support, seeking help at a online forum, seeking friends, seeking assistence, and posting my thoughts. yep im my own worst enemy.. best thing to do is to take the enemy out, namely me..