My pain, My life is full of hurt, I am sad and constintly feel bad. My pain takes me over, My pain is my controller. Why keep this pain and let it show, When I can give up and let it go. No one understands my pain, And in this I have no gain. My life means nothing, as if I thought I could be something. I am alone, I stay unknown, For these people do not know me, They are happy they are free, I am trapped in my own mind, There is no door I will ever be able to find, For me there is no expression for all of this depression, In my life I have lots of pain, All this pain just brings me shame. I am not worthy to live, So my life I am ready to give!