I've really messed up my relationship with my parents. I've lied to them so much. I yell at them, call them names, tell them I don't respect them. Now they don't trust me (which I most obviously deserve), and they don't even really like me. I want my parents to love me like they used to. I want to stop hurting them. But I don't know how, because they just make me SO mad sometimes. Especially my mother...I can't deal well with my mother. I just don't know what to do. I'm so lost I don't think they could ever trust me again, because I don't think they'll believe me if I say I'm sorry, or if I say anything really.