I've really messed up my relationship with my parents.
I've lied to them so much.
I yell at them, call them names, tell them I don't respect them.
Now they don't trust me (which I most obviously deserve), and they don't even really like me.
I want my parents to love me like they used to.
I want to stop hurting them.
But I don't know how, because they just make me SO mad sometimes.
Especially my mother...I can't deal well with my mother.
I just don't know what to do. I'm so lost
I don't think they could ever trust me again, because I don't think they'll believe me if I say I'm sorry, or if I say anything really.
I've lied to them so much.
I yell at them, call them names, tell them I don't respect them.
Now they don't trust me (which I most obviously deserve), and they don't even really like me.
I want my parents to love me like they used to.
I want to stop hurting them.
But I don't know how, because they just make me SO mad sometimes.
Especially my mother...I can't deal well with my mother.
I just don't know what to do. I'm so lost
I don't think they could ever trust me again, because I don't think they'll believe me if I say I'm sorry, or if I say anything really.