My personality

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by life, Aug 12, 2007.

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  1. life

    life Well-Known Member

    It seems that i have avpd however sometımes i am confused.....İ got these symptoms of avpd from the internet.....maybe some of you can help me...1-persistent and pervasive feelings of tension and apprehension= =YES TRUE. ...while i am with people i feel lower thann them..2-Belief that one is socially inept personally unappealıng or inferior to others=====Totataly true...Maybe thıs ıs the maın reason that ı dont contact wıth people cuz ı know that i wont fullfill their social needs ..3 Excessive preoccupation with being critisized or rejected in social situations// =himmm i can say that i never think of i will be critisezed and worry about it but when i am critisized i can get hurt..sometimes it depends on the persons character..But the thing is that i cannot defend my self and that makes me feel oppressive (oppression)....4=Unwillingness to become involved with people unlless certain of being liked====YEAAAAHH!!!!....this is true! totally..5=Avoids social activites=yess/...Restrictioin lifestyle because of need to have physical security ===????WHAT DOES this mean didnt understand...But probably thats true for me too..Never mind i just want to say i am 18 years old male and i am sick and tired of this disorder...I am always at home bored have no friends cant go out and feel depressed....So do i have avpd\? and if i have i want to overcome it even 50 or 60 percent of it...what should i do first???...I am talking with my mother and she doesnt believe in psychology and she thinks that i am only shy...and she is 60 years old and i dont want to make her upset by telling her that i have serious problem about this...i am stuck..and very upset ..i want to get better however its to hard very hard...i will go nuts everyday in the house in the summer.. ...Its like there is a big wall between me and the people and i cant pass that wall and i am only looking from the window ...i wanna pass that wall but i cant ..The desire of social interaction and social excitement is killing me everyday!!!!....I cant find a word for this i am feeling very bad !!!!!...I JUST WANT TO BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND BE HAPPY .do i want to much_? ...
     
  2. no point

    no point Well-Known Member

    hey life,

    do you have a therapist who can confirm the diagnosis for you? i also have some kind of social anxiety. It's not as severe for me but i know how awful it can be. :hug:
     
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