I realized today i cant join the army because im mentally unstable. i read this and just about offed myself. : Per Medical Regulation AR 40-501 it states: Current mood disorders including, but not limited to, major depression (296.2–3), bipolar (296.4–7), affective psychoses (296.8–9), depressive not otherwise specified (311), are disqualifying. - History of mood disorders requiring outpatient care for longer than 6 months by a physician or other mental health professional (V65.40), or inpatient treatment in a hospital or residential facility is disqualifying. - History of symptoms consistent with a mood disorder of a repeated nature that impairs school, social, or work efficiency is disqualifying. History of suicidal behavior, including gesture(s) or attempt(s) (300.9), or history of self - mutilation, is disqualifying. my whole life revolved around joining the army and workign my way up into the world and thats what i was going to do for college. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?!?!? i have NO money for college, would very unlikey qualify for scholarships. my life is so pointless now. its ruined I want to poor hot wax all over my legs and cover up all my scars with one big one that i can pass off as an accident.