Poem of Sorrow Here they come Those thoughts of you They're leaving me Without a clue. Once upon A little while Something that happened Put me in denial I had no idea How to react But my heart Was not intact Anyways Here i am now Been lonely You wonder how I have a boyfriend He loves me so But sometimes I just don't know My heart is sad It makes me mad Everything I do is bad! Here I am My mind's confused Because of a guy I feel so used Now I feel So betrayed Because of someone Who swore he'd stay I told him everything Don't you see? Oh, he meant The world to me I did some things I shouldn't have done The consequences Weren't fun I lost my friends Except for three They diffinatly mean The world to me. I became depressed I'm always upset Which means my pillows Are always wet. This is the end The end of the line I miss the life I left behind This is the end Goodbye my friend Suicide is not a trend (this poem is not my best, i have a couple others) ============================== Broken Wake up, felt like shit This is the end, the end of it Couldn't stay home, mom wouldn't let me Feeling sick, no parent pity I'm sick of writing about my selfishness God, I am for sick of this But then again, who cares? I'm better off falling down stairs! I'll post on the forum but it doesn't matter They'll ignore me, keep up the chatter No one I know will understand Or even have a helping hand My friends don't get how I feel What I do to insure I'm real The pain I go through, just to show I'm the only one to fucking know One sided opinions, they're no fun No sense wearing tank-tops in this sun Although the heat is awful and hot To show bare arms, I can not A good friend hates my boyfriend, that's cruel! The start of ta powerful duel Who will be the one to win Is fighting because of friends a sin? So goodbye, one and all Don't bother catching me as I fall And smash my head into the wall. (this was about a week ago, but I got the forum thing all sorted out) ============================ Some School Out of this school So long, fair well Get me out of this hell Regina's a bitch, that's no lie Everyday I wanna cry. This school has a facade They're nice, they care But only when parents are there. Some teachers here are horrid The way the act is really morbid. The price to come is incomprehensible I need the money for collage and a car Without it I won't get real far Plus they have a million drives Giving money to save lives. The girls here are faker than fake Although that isn't a possibility The girls here are from more than one city I'd had to drive all over the state To hang with these girls, but not too late. This school is doing me no good. No one here can be trusted fully and true And now day, I will seek rue No one likes me, this I know Or no one will when my friends all go. (about the school that I begged my parents to enroll me in) ============================= Bloody Truths Do you feel it? Ah, it's nice Feel the blood with every slice. Yeah, I cut The other day And now the shame won't go away. I let down Those so dear Making real one of their fear Why be sweet? I like sour Feel the burn within the shower. Sitting. Cutting on my floor Don't you dare open the door I thought I could live without it But that was a load of shit. Every time A blade is in view I think of what I can do. Forced to wear Long shirts and jeans You an look, by all means Cutting gives me adrenalin. (I cut while writing this, there's blood on the paperhmy ======================= (Name TBA) It makes me feel real This I swear The way that I deal With things I can't bare. Start with the right Not too deep I do this through the night I'm real quiet, never make a peep I only do it once a week Ll the fighting makes me sink Anyone finds out, I'll be a freak Admitting it turns my face pink. I have best friends to trust They're nice but awful new They're my life, my diffinate must. Though I can't trust them, if only they knew Sometimes this life is such a drag nothing exciting happens anyway I should put my head in a bag People would like it, at least that's what I say I'm the girl who has A heart of steel But if I spazz Don't make it an ordeal. I'm the one with a soul of gold The one who dies before she's old. (written during an awful day in math class) ============================= I hope you liked them. Tell me what you think And if I should pursue writing.