The only problems I have at the moment are at work. I've messed some stuff up and will probably get in trouble for it. But that's it. Nothing else; I haven't lost anybody, or been abused, or anything. I'll get in some trouble, and after a while it will blow over. Worst case, I'll be fired. I can't believe that I've found myself crying and have actually been contemplating killing myself over such issues? I don't understand why I am so messed up in the head that I would feel this way? I just want the torment to end, my mind can't take it anymore. My head has been on fire for weeks, and I haven't had a minute of non-REM sleep for a month. I'm just so tired, I don't know what to do.