I'm sorry, but I've only been clean for 2 days and I've already broken it. My parents haven't even noticed, it's amazing what fake smiles and wristbands can hide. I'm going to see my friend tomorrow but I'm scared because I don't have any long-sleeves to hide my new scars. She recently saw my scars last week but I just told her my rabbits did them. (I doubt my rabbits would do that to me, they are like my only friends, the only ones I can talk to and not feel judged when I'm at my worst) I used to self-harm (a few months ago), until one of my friends (not the friend im seeing tomorrow) found out and started checking my arms every morning. Then one day she stopped checking. I started to relapse and no-one has even noticed or cared or checked. My arm is stinging and scarring badly so I don't know what to do. And I have PE on Monday, everyone will see them. I'm tempted to just let everyone see them, let them see what I do to myself, let them see what I deserve to have done.