This is unbelievable. My dad is such an idiot. Maybe it is wrong to say that but he posses me so much. I don't know if does it on purpose or he is just nuts. I hate to have arguments with him about politics because neither of us is strong in the topic. He hates black people. He calls them the n word. He says that they act this way because they are are all the same. This is solo wrong. I have no idea why he shows me articles about politics and then starts bashing blacks. Does he do it because I tell him that he is a racist? I don't know how to say no to my dad. I hate him so much. Maybe I don't but I cannot stand it. He cannot stand other people to be different. So if there is something different in me he will act this stupid. Where is the respect? I am not used if I said something to offend him but why is it that everytime he is losing an argument about black politics he has to start saying racist things? He is such an asshole. I hattteeeeeeeee him so much. For some reason I feel that this will be a traumatic experience for me. I cannot stand having discussions with my dad and I am living under his roof because of bad situations but this is unbearable. I have a feeling that I have no one who can support me in this. This is really tough.