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my second and last ever attempt

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Ritsu

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I tried again last night I thought I would go but I didn't I came through it and I am getting help I just want to say that it hurt so much and the two things I will never forget are the sound of my sister crying on the phone when I told her, her words of kindness her understanding the love she offerd me and the pain in her voice I can never do that to her again I can never hurt someone I love like that again and the second is how I feel knowing my partner who I lost to suicide would hate me she wants me to live to make her proud so this I vow I will never try again I will try to stop anyone with out taking there choice away from them and I will do something with my life to make her proud I am going to get my stories published maybe even write a book on my experiances and try to give help in it.
 

Ritsu

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#3
it truley is what I want she was a writer the story she was working on has been published and it makes me happy too know that part of her will live on for all time I belive that this will make her proud and it will make me very happy I will ask for a percantage of however much is made from each book be donated to her charity of choice too.
 

Ritsu

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#5
*hug thank you for yesterday when I get out of this crisses center we have to meet I wish to say thank you in person and share a drink as I remember you saying you are half an hour away from me.
 

Oloriel

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I wish I could be as positive as you... Your goals make me feel almost proud, like it's something that makes me better just by knowing someone strong is out there.
 

Ritsu

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you can you really can please ask for help we all fall down we all break it is not a shame to admit it and ask for help please make me proud ask for help I will not take your choice away only offer a better one please don't make me cry again it hurts it is not painfull it is not easy and it hurts so much more if it fails I will never forget the pain in my sisters voice hearing her cry. Please get some help for me show you have a voice show them what you are be proud scream kick and fight ok.
 

Oloriel

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:hug: I'm doing my best. ...Well, maybe not my *best*, but I'm trying really hard. I won't be strong enough to publish my story any time soon, but I'm fighting. And I guess that's something, right? We're all fighting here. And I guess the fact that we're alive to post means that we're winning. <3
 
#10
Thank you ritsu for returning to help others who have fallen into the suicidal trap.. Go ahead and publish a book if you really want it.. :hug: Help to guide others out from the dark tunnel and be their source of light.. Thank you.. Hope to hear from you soon..
 

Ritsu

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#11
you will you really will I am becoming more like my self every day my wolf is back he is shouting at me he is telling me he understands and hes sorry (({my wolf is a part of myself)) so you will all hear from me lots I am becoming addicted to this place to the people and to helping people I wish to help everyone I can.
 

icequeen

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:cheekkissi am so happy for you Ritsu...it gives me just a little hope that maybe i can
survive this shit i am in..or at least come through it with hope...i truly wish you everything that i lack at the moment, inner peace self forgiveness and happiness..they are such precious commodities without which life can be a struggle. please stay here and use your strength to help others that have not reached the place you did..i dont know you but i am proud of you...
 

Ritsu

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#13
*hug ice I will be here for anyone to take my paw and talk to me I will listen and help anyone in any way I can i will be a shoulder for people to cry on I will never take someones choice away just try to show them the other choice *hug you may not know me well yet Ice but I know you I have read your posts and understand you so please if you ever feel low or need someone to talk to please talk to me I may not respond right away but I will.
 
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