Does anyone else feel that suicide is their shining light? Everything is cold, miserable and dark. Yet suicide offers my only light. When I think of suicide I think of all of the bad things I will never have to subject myself to again. :biggrin: I don't cry about the things I will never see or do. I will never do or see those things anyway. I see hope in suicide. I am not religious so I don't see any future after suicide. It just represents the end. My final wish will be to ensure that my organs are donated to sick people. :mellow: At least then I will have done something important. That would be a great gesture I think. When I think of suicide I smile.:smile: The only negative side is how to ensure I achieve my aim.:sad: I fear waking up in hospital. hmy: Got to do it right...and do so while preserving my organs. Tough one. I would like to set an example to all those who do commit suicide. I think people can be very emotional and self absorbed when they commit suicide. I want to show that suicide can be a logical and rational decision made with a smile. :smile: I want to show that the death of one who is unhappy can not only bring happiness to that unhappy person, but by organ donation it can do great good to others. Of course it must be stressed that from what I have read on this forum a lot of the people need help and want help. They should stay strong and NOT do anything drastic :mellow: , but I just wanted the opportunity to write down MY thoughts on a non-judgemental forum. Thanks.