My sister Christina was 15 years old. On Febuary 25th she decided to take her own life. She was found hanging her her closet. They took her to the hospital but we lost her. Her wake was March 2nd her Burial was March 3rd on her 16th birthday. She left a note but they are refusing to release it. They being the detectives on the case. My mother wants it but then doesn't and my sisters father does not want it at all. I don't know how to go about even starting to get over loosing my best friend. I spoke to her that night at 5 PM about school, her birthday, a dance that saturday night, her dress, going swim suit shopping, hanging out. I am lost without her. She was always there for me, was there when my daughter was born there for me everyday. I was there for her. I do not understand how she can be so happy before doing this, make plans with me, then disappear. It still seems like a scary dream at times.