I don't have friends. I am not close with anyone in my family. I failed out of college after one year. I am at community college and not happy with where I am. I want to go to an Ivy League school, and there's no chance of that ever happening. I should be a junior, not a transfer freshman. I am giving myself until the end of the summer to make a life for myself. If things don't get better by then, I will end my life.