Okay, I've been doing something really stupid on this forum, and that is lieing. I was told by a smart person that a lot of times, teenagers (which I am) and people in general lie to make themselves sound important. I've been lieing a lot and I feel bad about it. So I'm gonna give the facts. I'm Cydnee. I'm thirteen. I live in a small suburb of the Quad Cities in western Illinois, USA. I'm pretty normal, really. I have light brown hair (with a few temporary pink streaks) and blue eyes. I'm fat, meaning that I'm really overweight and I'm trying to change that by being healthy. I'm usually a quiet person, and I love writing poetry in a tattered notebook that I bring everywhere. I'm fascinated by morbid things, and I love learning about serial killers, mass murders, school shootings, cannibalism, and any other oddity. That makes me the subject of bullying. I cut myself (which I think is a form of self expression). I have dysthymia, a type of chronic depression that comes with loss of concentration, irritability, stress, insomnia, and normal depression. It's hard to deal with. It's basically a mix of ADHD, Bipolar Disorder, and Depression. I don't want sympathy, I want people to understand that I try my best. The parts of my stories that are true are basically the facts that I was molested, I did have an internet stalker (who hasn't?), I am an eighth grader doing tenth grade work, I do have a job, and I do really love bananas... So, I guess there's not many replies to this, but still...I wanted to tell my story.