1st of all i would like to say hi 2 u ppl. Been readin this forum for like 11 hours, and somehow i feel like i know u all now.:unsure: , got a bit confident after all this readin and now i can share my story with rest .... it all started bout 7 months ago ...... i got sick in winter, tought that it was somethin normal .. wut the f**k it was winter we all get sick ... 2 week flyes and all the sudden the illness starts to get worse .. i went 2 a doctor he examined me and he said there nothin 2 worry bout its normal .... another week washe's down the toilet and my health has gone from worse to awfull, been havin chest pain and couldn't breath normal ...made it 2 the hospital... after long examination they said that i got TB :sad: ... been in the hospital 4 like 3 months and another 3 months home locked 4om the outside world :| .... after i cured i was so happy cuz i lived this awfull diseas.... after 6 months of no one around me except my mom, father and sys finaly i could see my friends and most important to me MY GIRLFRIEND ... she supported me all the time while i was at hospital and im thankfull 2 that... So i went 2 school and tryed 2 put my life on the right track again .. but that day was even worst then the one when i found that i had TB ... all the ppl started to talk around my back, started to point me with finger . :sad: :sad: ..... so i stoped going 2 school but my parents dont know that .. not even now ....cant bare 2 see them pointing at me again .... In this "spare time" when i was supposed 2 go 2 school i was makin my self new friends that dont know about my past ... all worked out ... till my girlfriend started 2 tell me that the luv feeling started 2 vanish day by day :sad: ... asked her 2day wut happened with her , and if there is still a "we"... she said its better not 2 answer that .... so its obvious that thats the end of my luv story :sad: ... Anyway ... the school is like 2 weeks from ending .... and soon my parents will find out that i havent been going 2 school .... Im feelin horrible ... my main support (my gf) starts to leave me, lost 1 year of highschool now, all my friends dont give a sh**t about me... Been havin deep suicidal toughts .... havent been eatin a bite of food 4 like 3 dayz now .. i just cant bare the pain anymore ....i just wana kill my self .. BUT 1 of my new friends found out about this ..... she said (yes its a she) .... that if i was going 2 suicide she will follow me ....:sad: now i duno wut 2 do ..... if im gona end my life she will 2 ... and i wouldnt forgive my self 4 that NEVER ... sorry 4 wastin ur time ... ohhh and 4 the bad spellin ... im romanian :tongue: ..... wish u all the best in this fu***d up world ..