I joined sf a while back, when I first felt very depress, now i come back for the same reason. About a month ago me and my ex girlfriend of 4 year decided to break up, its a choice i regret now, i kept her on facebook as a friend for about 2 weeks and saw how much happier she was without me, how much better off she is hurt way too much to keep her as a friend. During our relationship I chose to abandon most of my friends for her now there's only 2 that still talk to me and are there for me but now one of them is leaving for 5 months. The other one has a child of her own and tries to be there for me as much as she can but she's in the middle of a divorce and with a child can't always be there. I feel so alone and i know this forum has helped alot of people so I'm hoping it can help me.