I lost the love of my life to drunk driving. We were on the phone last Christmas arguing over which families house we were going to that night, neither one of us wanted to go to our families. The argument grew into a fight and mid fight i just hear an incredibly loud crashing noise, a scream and then silence. When the EMTs arrived it was to late. It has been so hard dealing with it all, and none of my friends or family member seem to understand what I'm going through. I keep trying to move forward, but i always come back to sitting alone at night wishing it was me instead. I would never wish this kind of torture on any person. I'm sorry for all of your losses, maybe we can make each other stronger? I know i could use someone who feels like i do just to chat with. anyways thanks for you time.