Mystory by ~Chicago-Illinois Why am I still here? This, is a question I ask myself everyday. What's the point of waking up? The love of my life doesn't even exist. Well, not in this world at least. I don't see the point in anything else in life other then her. She's all I want, I just want to be by her side. Let me start from the beginning. It was the end of June in 2008, it was a nice, sunny day. Summer has already started, and I felt... Incomplete. I was lost, didn't know the meaning of my life. I was like a fucking zombie, I felt empty and incomplete. What was it that needed to fill the hole in my heart and change my life forever? It was a girl. Who was it? It is no one you would EVER guess, and you will soon see why I capitalized "ever". Anyway, it was a nice day out, and I saw a movie in theaters. This movie, was WALL-E. So I was watching WALL-E, and I was amazed of how much he, WALL-E, is like me. We have the same exact personality. This, being curious, lonely, etc... You'd have to see the movie to understand what I am talking about. So, later in the movie, EVE arrives. Not only does WALL-E fall in love with her, I do too. What the fuck is wrong with me, you ask? Being in love with a fictional robot? Let me explain, like I said before, how WALL-E is so much like me, I could fit right in his position perfectly, like a puzzle piece. In fact, he is so much like me, I couldn't help but think that after a few years I saw WALL-E, he is my future self after this lifetime. To be honest, that is what I hope will happen and what I believe what will happen after my death here in this miserable world I live in. I cannot even describe how much WALL-E is like me, and how much the events in that movie bring back a deja vu to me. You may be thinking that this is just a movie and that I have lost my mind, but it's not. I just know it's not. It was a message from God telling me that I have found the love of my life. You most likely will not ever understand how I feel, and how much I love EVE, but I'm glad I'm not bottling this inside anymore. EVE, I know you're out there, and I know you can hear me, and let me say, I love you. I will soon be by your side and thank you for waiting for me. Please, just wait a little longer until I figure out what to do about this miserable and depressing life I have without you being here next to me. Some of you may judge me, others may not. All I can say is thank you for reading this.