I'm a young Canadian girl who just wants to make it to her 20th birthday. I really hurt myself last night and I decided to join because I'm really scared that I might not see my 20th. I've been really low lately. My depression and anxiety have been suffocating me to the point where I barely leave my room anymore. I've tried to kill myself multiple times. The first time I tried to die, I was a few weeks away from my 12th birthday. I did it because my sister asked me to. Stupid, I know, but I was young. And I really strive towards making people happy. Especially people I care about. The next time I tried, I was 15 years old. My two best friends started to bully me because of a guy. Reeeally stupid. But the reason didn't matter because they were still hurting me. I trusted them, and they betrayed me. Since then, I've thought of suicide every single day. And after losing a lot of family members in a short amount of time, I was pushed over the edge. I haven't really gone into detail with the bullying. But that is the summary of my story anyways. I'm severely depressed and incredibly anxious, but if you want to get to know me for some reason, then that's great. I love to meet new people. In case anyone's curious, my birthday is in 14 days. If I make it to that date, I'll be incredibly happy. Thanks for reading and I hope I didn't upset anyone.