Fuck I hate having to go thru this shit every single day It really pisses me off. Not being able to sleep or getting to sleep at fucking 4 in the morning and waking up in 2 hours to go to school and get more pissed off. Get pushed around start cussing at people who fuck with me and the get sent to the office for saying that shit and get a 2 hour d-hall after school. Then I go home and have to deal with my dad who is always fucking smokin weed and annoying me to the point of wanting to punch him. Then having to deal with the crap my mom asks me everday like saying I need to get my grades up and I need to try harder. I do fucking try I just fail no matter how hard I try. Then at the end of the day I'm so mad and cut myself just to try and feel a little better and I usually do and will go and try to watch a movie with my leg bleeding but no I can't because my dad has to come in there and say stupid shit about the movie saying its stupid or ive seen it a few times so he can change the channel to crap and then I leave and come back 5 min later and he isn't even in there he is back on the fucking computer...... That's the daily bullshit I go thru.... Just wanted to rant sry for wasting your time.