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This is a big fat old rant with lots of swearing
FUCK YOU
IT'S NOT ANYTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH THEM
I AM A FUCKING ADULT
I AM 23
IT IS NO FUCKING BUSINESS OF MY PARENTS WHAT I DO
IF I WANT TO FUCKING CUT MYSELF TO BITS IT IS MY FUCKING CHOICE, NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU
DIDN'T REALLY HAVE THE DDESIRED EFFECT DID IT
YOU TELLING ME FIRST, WELL, I WAS DEBATING SEE YOU AGAIN, AND NOW I HAVE CANCELLED SEEING YOU AT ALL, AND I HUNG UP ON YOU
I HAVE NO FUCKING TRUST FOR YOU
IT IS NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH YOU
YOU DONT FUCKING HELP, YOU MAKE THINGS FUCKING WORSE
I AM ON THE VERGE OF A BLOODY PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE OF YOU, VERY WELL BLOODY DONE
GUESS WHAT THOUGH, MY PARENTS KNOW ANYWAY, MY MUM HAS SEEN ALL MY FUCKING SCARS, AND THEY KNOW I AM CUTTING AGAIN.
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA. YOU HAVE NOT SEEN MY SCARS, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I DO, OR USE, YOU KNOW FUCK ALL.
YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO MAKE THINGS WORSE
MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR ME
WELL THAT'S OK BECAUSE NONE OF THIS IS FUCKING REAL
YOU ARE ALL OUT TO FUCKING HURT ME AND I KNOW THAT
I WILL NOT EVER BE SEEING YOU AGAIN
I AM IN CONTROL
YOU CAN'T DO ANYFUCKINGTHING
YOU ARE EVIL
MORE EVIL THAN ME
FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE, FUCKERS!
AND TO THINK THAT I WAS CONSDIERING ASKING FOR YOUR HELP
YOU ARE USELESS, WORZXE THAN USELESS, INFACT YOU ARE INCREDIBLY GOOD AT MAKING ME FEEL FUCKING WORSE, VERY WELL DONE
SO MUCH FOR BEING A TEAM THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME REINTEGRATE BACK INTO LIFE FASTER, YOU ARE JUST PUSHING ME OUT OF IT
OH WELL, MORE FUCKING PILLS, MORE FUCKING BLOOD AND YOU ONLY HAVE YOUR FUCKING SELVES TO BLAME YOU ABSOLUTE PIECES OF SHIT
FUCK YOU
IT'S NOT ANYTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH THEM
I AM A FUCKING ADULT
I AM 23
IT IS NO FUCKING BUSINESS OF MY PARENTS WHAT I DO
IF I WANT TO FUCKING CUT MYSELF TO BITS IT IS MY FUCKING CHOICE, NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU
DIDN'T REALLY HAVE THE DDESIRED EFFECT DID IT
YOU TELLING ME FIRST, WELL, I WAS DEBATING SEE YOU AGAIN, AND NOW I HAVE CANCELLED SEEING YOU AT ALL, AND I HUNG UP ON YOU
I HAVE NO FUCKING TRUST FOR YOU
IT IS NOTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH YOU
YOU DONT FUCKING HELP, YOU MAKE THINGS FUCKING WORSE
I AM ON THE VERGE OF A BLOODY PANIC ATTACK BECAUSE OF YOU, VERY WELL BLOODY DONE
GUESS WHAT THOUGH, MY PARENTS KNOW ANYWAY, MY MUM HAS SEEN ALL MY FUCKING SCARS, AND THEY KNOW I AM CUTTING AGAIN.
YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA. YOU HAVE NOT SEEN MY SCARS, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I DO, OR USE, YOU KNOW FUCK ALL.
YOU ARE JUST TRYING TO MAKE THINGS WORSE
MAKE THINGS HARDER FOR ME
WELL THAT'S OK BECAUSE NONE OF THIS IS FUCKING REAL
YOU ARE ALL OUT TO FUCKING HURT ME AND I KNOW THAT
I WILL NOT EVER BE SEEING YOU AGAIN
I AM IN CONTROL
YOU CAN'T DO ANYFUCKINGTHING
YOU ARE EVIL
MORE EVIL THAN ME
FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE, FUCKERS!
AND TO THINK THAT I WAS CONSDIERING ASKING FOR YOUR HELP
YOU ARE USELESS, WORZXE THAN USELESS, INFACT YOU ARE INCREDIBLY GOOD AT MAKING ME FEEL FUCKING WORSE, VERY WELL DONE
SO MUCH FOR BEING A TEAM THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME REINTEGRATE BACK INTO LIFE FASTER, YOU ARE JUST PUSHING ME OUT OF IT
OH WELL, MORE FUCKING PILLS, MORE FUCKING BLOOD AND YOU ONLY HAVE YOUR FUCKING SELVES TO BLAME YOU ABSOLUTE PIECES OF SHIT