I had one of those screaming fits yesterday where I'm alone in my house and just shout out my feelings and things I wish I could say to certain people. A while ago, my neighbors who apparently heard it were outside, trying to copy me going, "Aaah!" "Waaah!" and laughing. If you know that somebody is suffering, why the f*** would you laugh at them?! I feel like I don't matter! I bet if I commited suicide, it would just be funny too. Sorry if this isn't so big. It just happened so I'm still 'f*** you f*** you f*** you' about it.