Today has been the hardest of many days for me. After at least a year of moving forward out of my depression, I fell deep into the abyss I call the dark hole of depression that sucks your soul in while you crawl your way out if you're strong. what can I a tribute this sinkhole of sadness to? well anyone who struggles with ongoing depression and other personality disorders can verify it doesn't take much for the demons of the past to work at your subconscious until your at zero. Prey to your faults with no support and afraid to share your inner pain with the "normals". Eventually you subcome to your faults and their triumphs...I may sound a little crazy but that's just me admitting defeat, giving up I suppose in a highly depressed state. After having an invasive surgery the depression has set in, fighting I have been but today im tired. My only light in this dark is my favorite poet Erin Hanson (e.h.), she gives me hope, tears, and smiles when I never want to smile again.
I'd like to post one of my favorite poems of hers if I could,
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I'd like to post one of my favorite poems of hers if I could,
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