Taking my life will bring more than peace for me. It will bring justice for the crimes I have committed and for the people I have hurt. I cannot continue to go in circles with therapy and medications trying to "fix" things when the answer is simply punishment. I want to die and I need to die. I have failed in life, in friendships, in relationships and in suicide attempts. It is time for me to make things right. I know I am a complete failure when I am disliked by members and moderators on this suicide website. The only fear I have right now is failing at the suicide. I pray I suceed and am looking for the right time to be certain it works. I hope others find a way to live instead. Good luck.