almost every single night for the past months ive dreamed that my teeth fall out. one by one i can just pull them out. while i sleep i feel how my entire jaw is cramped up and me grinding and biting my teeth together hard!
in the dream i always try to put my hand in my mouth or to bite on something soft or try to pull my jaw down but i can barely do anything, my jaw is stronger. maybe it stands for the urge to self harm as well.
so even though i dont feel like self harming anymore, or barely ever, subconsciously i still want to?
im tired of this realistic experience of my teeth all falling out every single night. most of the time i get to keep some teeth in the front so that to the outside you cant see that the rest is gone.
im gonna sleep with a mouth guard from now on! or simply choke on a sock in my mouth. its too scary and i really feel how hard i grind and push my teeth. i dont want to lose my teeth! dont wanna look like that :laugh: when i laugh!!!
in the dream i always try to put my hand in my mouth or to bite on something soft or try to pull my jaw down but i can barely do anything, my jaw is stronger. maybe it stands for the urge to self harm as well.
so even though i dont feel like self harming anymore, or barely ever, subconsciously i still want to?
im tired of this realistic experience of my teeth all falling out every single night. most of the time i get to keep some teeth in the front so that to the outside you cant see that the rest is gone.
im gonna sleep with a mouth guard from now on! or simply choke on a sock in my mouth. its too scary and i really feel how hard i grind and push my teeth. i dont want to lose my teeth! dont wanna look like that :laugh: when i laugh!!!