The therapist I have been going to for the past year and a half died this past week. We clicked right away. She helped me so much. The past few days have been really tough. She had already set me up with a new therapist. I have gone a few times, but have not really opened up to her. She is the person who told me the news. The last time I spoke to my old therapist was a couple weeks ago. She had me promise her that I would go to this new therapist. I did. I told her I would do if for her. She said that she would accept that. So I need to give this new one a chance. The funeral is today. I am not going, but did send a card to her family. I think that's all I can handle for now. I have lost alot of people in my life including two mothers, but don't remember being this upset. She just was a very special person to me. I guess thats all I have to say. I know no one can bring her back.