While most people are having fun with there families over the holidays,im now into my third day of solitude,the only people i have meet were the mental health care workers who came over christmas eve for about 40mins to see if i was ok,and the teller at the off licence who sold me 6 cans of stella beers. Im going to get drunk tonight and have a curry later and try not to OD on my medication..which i did back in feb(its alot harder to stay alive when you are intoxicated,and i dont want to go back to the weller wing psychiatric ward either..it was sheer hell). When you are on your own and theres nothing on the tv to entertain you,drinking is the only thing left to help the evening go a little better to relive the bordom..... I hope everyone else is having a better day!!!!