my thoughts are getting more intense

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by meagainstme, Feb 21, 2007.

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  1. meagainstme

    meagainstme Well-Known Member

    i cut alot. and with each cut i get deeper and deeper

    lately ive been having more intense cutting thoughts, like when i saw glass on the floor i couldnt stop thinking about cutting my wrists, and i saw an electric drill and wanted to put it in my thigh sooo badly

    and today i went into a shop and there were electric tools. and i couldnt stop looking at the blades, imagining myself cutting with them

    its crazy i cant control these thoughts and i find it really hard not to act on them!
  2. xmercyme21x

    xmercyme21x New Member

    i know what you mean i do this all the time even when i don't feel the need to cut. I'm pretty sure i've been doing it since i started and i don't think it will stop anytime soon. It is kinda frustrating but you can't really control how u think. I recommend doing stuff yo keep your mind off it.
  3. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    You sound kind of like me, I always have feelings of wanting to cut, even when I'm not sad..It's like my cutting is controling my life, and I guess in a way it kind of is..
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