my thoughts

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by pheonix, Jun 1, 2009.

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  1. pheonix

    pheonix Well-Known Member

    i am feeling like i just wanna give up
    i am feeling like i dont wanna be here anymore
    but then i have to think about my little girl and how she needs me and how would it affect her if i were not here anymore
    as much as i feel that i wanna give up there is that part thats telling me that i cant
    if it wasnt for her i guess i woud have given up along time ago
     
  2. KJAB

    KJAB Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    she needs you. you're right. hold on to that thought if you can. I know it can sound hollow 'cause I've been bad recently wanting to end it but can't i keep seeing my sons face and as bad as it gets I think it would hurt him alot. it's a terrible feeling this, i dunno how we got here but ending it i suppose does make it worse for the kids. good luck holding on today
     
  3. pheonix

    pheonix Well-Known Member

    am trying to hold on to the thought that she needs me that i cant give in because of her
    but today i just so worthless and the feelings of i dont wanna be here anymore i just wanna give up are getting stronger
     
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